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Sometimes, you have to be your own hero...

Sunday, March 21, 201023:07

Read a few old posts. Damn, I'm like wtf I sound like some childish despo freako.
Although the fact that you have a huge impact in my life never changed, I'm so glad the torture's over.
Good luck to the guy beside you,
I'm moving on: cusitsyouandme.tumblr.com
Goodbye, it's been a nice 5 years (:
Cus I'm halfway gone and I'm on my way
-Lifehouse

Tuesday, March 02, 201021:36

Mum: 品文啊! ): 电脑又没有internet了。帮我修修好吗?
Me:哦~来了。 -.-
有时候wireless 不能用的时候就用wire的咯。
Mum: 那么这个要插那里?O.o
Me: 要从这里拿出来,然后放在这,然后...
(五分钟后。。。)
Me: 就这样!^^ 明白了吗? 现在你从头做一次给我看。
(老妈走上前想着办法把mouse的USBc插头插入inet plug...)
Me: (晕~)

Anyway, i read somewhere that...
有一种 爱, 叫做祝福。
有一种 勇敢, 叫做放弃。
有一种 解脱, 叫做原谅,不只要原谅对方,也要原谅自己。


I just thought that I seriously have learned alot the past year.
I can't believe I actually could forgive someone like you.
Seeing you still oblivious of what you really want in your life, i pity you.
You don't know what love really is, you take people's feelings for granted.
I duno when you'll even begin to perceive this, but I still do hope you're happy regardless of what happens. It was pretty coincidental to see you there. Helping a certain somebody with his hairdo. That very moment I saw you smiling, it just made me wonder if you are really happy, or you are just fabricating the fact that you are.
But what the heck, time will tell. I just know that you'll be showing me your answers really soon.

Friday, February 12, 201023:48

great. i did super badly today :\
i totally suck! tho i still think they are really awesome :D
perhaps i'm just not good enough.
damn, i feel really dizzy now i better go catch some Zs.
shouldn't have stayed up late ystd -.-

Tuesday, January 19, 201021:12

http://www.facebook.com/cherieberrie

This is for you, Cherie.
hope you're happy with that new guy of yours.

是有过几个不错对象
说起来并不寂寞孤单
可能我浪荡
让人家不安
才会结果都
我没有什么阴影魔障
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱
何况那算什么伤
反正爱情不就都这样
我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你懂我的 我对你从来就不会假装
我哪有说谎
请别以为你有多难忘
消失真的不是我逞强

我好久没来这间餐厅
没想到已经换了装潢
角落那窗口
闻的到玫瑰花香
被你一说是有些印象
我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你知道的我缺点之一就是很健忘
我哪有说谎
是很感谢今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不习惯

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
爱一个人没爱到难道就会怎么样
别说我说谎
人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿
我没有说谎 是爱情说谎
它带你来骗我说可我没有可能有希望
我没有说谎
祝你做个幸福的新娘
我的心事请你全遗忘

A little too lazy to type in chinese now..
Finally it's really over. I have never lied, believe it or not. I have no idea what you were referring to when you said I was being cunning/iniquitous.
And thanks for letting me scold you, it;'s like after so long, all my anger just vanished. It's like I've been waiting for this day. Thanks for taking it in. (:

We'll see what really happens to each of us, I duno if you even read my very last text, but, enjoy your happiness while it lasts.. Both of us won't be leading a good life. We've done too much to deserve none. For me, it's bad enough of me to be in between you and Daniel, but I really am willing to take whatever karma has in stall for me.

For you, I duno how many guys have you been doing this with, and I really hope you'd stop. This isn't something to joke with, you'll regret it in the future. Think about the guys that you are doing this too

Wednesday, January 06, 201023:34

可恶的小偷!!!!!!!! _|_

Tuesday, January 05, 201022:00

今天倒是满刺激的
把office里的laminating machine弄坏了。 :X
一时好玩,把白纸放了进去
结果就没出来了... -,-
费了好大的功夫,把机器完全的拆开来才把那张纸取出。
还好Ma'am当时不在
不然可死得超难看的!



同事在office里播了这首歌
其实我会这么恨你,
应该是因为我很在乎你吧
看了许多照片,也认为是时候了
要快乐哦 ((:


Sunday, January 03, 201020:11

给我这一生中影响力最大的人
你这样的玩弄男孩子在你手掌之中,小心最后被火烧到...
不过我也并不怪你。毕竟你可能受了家庭的熏陶,再说,你也可能无意间成了你老爸的"影子"。
可能我也应该学着怎么原谅你。想着2009年时,每次一想到你就会非常非常地愤怒。做任何事都没有心情了。想说2010年的确应该重新开始了。我真的真的应该可怜你的。因为你可能永远也不会明白什么是真正的幸福,也一直都没有任何知心好友。也许我才会想,新的一年开始,试着原谅你,作作你的好朋友。 (: 早点回复我的sms吧。

好啦! 觉得blog实在是好久没有登入了。
这一年来发生了好多事。
多数是不愉快的
但是学了好多事情。
可能也成长了不少。
2010年,不能再浪费时间了
下了不少困难的resolutions哦! :X
其实还蛮想换个blog url 的。但想想了,还是不舍得以前那个超级幼稚的自己。哈哈!
看了以前的entries还蛮害羞的。都净blog些有的没的。蠢死了。 :\

Btw, 今天上的课满好玩的!
也挺喜欢我的同学。
脸皮稍微厚了些呢!
"DO~~~~!!!"地唱着,不小心破了音...
还走得满严重的...
但我好像毫不在乎。哈哈
同学也没笑我, Tommy老师也很细心喔!((:

特别兴奋呢!好想快点去kbox!:D


Monday, October 12, 200920:53

You were never a waste of time, probably just a harsh realization that I could have done so much better.
There's so many things I wish for, but most of all, I wish you were here.
It’s strange because before I started seeing you, I couldn’t even recall the last time that I cried. Now, tears just come easily.
But come to think of it, it's you that makes my sorrows worthwhile.
Throughout these harsh weeks at work, my thoughts of you are sometimes the only things that keeps me going.
If only you'll just talk to me again. Like how we used to do so every night.

Sunday, October 11, 200900:16

I so much want to hear you say that there isn't anyone you'll wanna be with,
and that you'll rather be alone than without me.

Thursday, October 08, 200922:50

I tried so hard. Probably too hard... You know that, right?
I tried harder than you could ever imagine just to get your attention and apparently I overdid it.
I know you probably dislike me now, and I know I'm in the wrong. Is it too late for me to amend any of it?
Like what my friends said, perhaps I'm immature, and although it's good that I did show concern, it backfired. And now they hope that I could move on.
But trust me, there are some feelings that won't ever go away. And maybe that made me crazy, but I guess we should all be lucky enough to end up with somebody who has a little of that insanity. Someone who will never let go. Someone who wants to cherish you forever. Someone who never wants to lose sight of you.
Now here I am, trying my best to move on, grow up, and just to forget everything. Every piece of you, the way you smell, the feel of your skin. I can still feel it like it was just moments ago.
And I think I always will.

18:15

I don't care about what people tell me.
I just want to scream to the entire office that I’m still in love with you.

Saturday, October 03, 200913:20

I want to be hard for you to forget. I want to have that kind of impact on you where you know you’ll never find anyone who can take my place, and I want that because that’s what you are to me. I want it to hurt like hell when you see me. I want you to feel what you put me through.

06:50

Just a curious question,
If i died tonight..
How many people would know?
How many people would moan and wish they had me back?
How many people would regret being assholes?
How many people would wish they loved me more?
Would you wish that you've loved me less?

Friday, October 02, 200904:27

Do you know the most surprising thing about heartaches?
It doesn’t actually kill you. Like a bullet to the heart, or a head-on car wreck, it should.
When someone you’ve promised to cherish forever says, “I've lost my feelings for you,” it should kill you instantly. You shouldn’t have to wake up day after day after that, trying to understand how in the world you didn’t know.

Thursday, October 01, 200920:27

This feeling has never stopped.
I’ve always had a thing for you.
It fades in and out but never goes away.
I’ve always thought it would all fall into place at the right time.
I don’t understand you. Yet, being with you just makes sense to me.

Happy B'day


Wednesday, September 30, 200921:15

I miss how it was natural to hold your hand. How we could feel each other smiling between kisses. How even when I asked for space, you knew enough to never leave. Now that you’re gone, I seem to have more space than I know what to do with. Guess it’s safe to say I miss you.

Tuesday, September 29, 200918:39

I used to say that staring into your eyes felt like home, but you were like no home I had ever known. You were soft and lovely, and you always kept me warm. I miss having that someone to wrap my arms around who'd whisper sweet melodies in my ear.

Sunday, September 27, 200903:27

I think the hardest part of this whole situation is that neither of us knows what’s going on. Neither of us know what the other is thinking. And we are both trying to make decisions on information we don’t know

Saturday, September 26, 200901:33

I just want to get inside your head, so I can see how you feel about me. It’s all I wonder about lately. All I want to know is what you see.
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